Karma Points

I wonder how Karma points add up…I know they do, I’m not exactly suffering in spite of somewhat ok karma ..,not that I’m maintaining a list or anything ( at least not on paper)!!!but I need both hands to keep track of people whom I knew before they got together, I wouldn’t say I played cupid but the simple act of a few good words , a nudge here , keeping my mouth shut at times , helped bring happiness in to the lives of many people (angel that I am)..Inconsequential person that I am ;people have gotten jobs based on my recommendations, all this isn’t very great each one of us have done the same …I wonder though sometimes ;when I see the sixth couple I knew before they knew each other pair up with the person of their dreams .. ;“So now why cant they set me up with mine…” but I guess that’s not the way karma points work…anyway good karma might not work ..but I’m not too sure about negative ones..i can be blunt at times… sometimes I feel the accumulated muttered curses of past ‘suitors’?!!? has sort of affected my life..but you wish only good for people that you love right?!!??
Anyway found this :

Once, when I was young and true,
Someone left me sad-
Broke my brittle heart in two;
And that is very bad.
Love is for unlucky folk,
Love is but a curse.
Once there was a heart I broke;
And that, I think, is worse.
-Dorothy Parker

I believe in the symmetry theory ..if it's meant to happen it will, if it wasn’t meant to happen well it didn’t …wasn’t “true love" I guess
And back to true love read this letter by Victor Hugo:

To Adele Foucher (1821)
My dearest,
When two souls, which have sought each other for,
however long in the throng, have finally found each other
...a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are...
begins on earth and continues forever in heaven.
This union is love, true love,...
a religion, which deifies the loved one,
whose life comes from devotion and passion,
and for which the greatest sacrifices are the sweetest delights.
This is the love which you inspire in me...
Your soul is made to love with the purity and passion of angels;
but perhaps it can only love another angel, in which case I must tremble with apprehension.

Yours forever,
Victor Hugo

Hmmm …. Somehow I find the first few lines interesting

Here’s something that I really like

" I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times,
in life after life, in age after age forever."
~Rabindranath Tagore~

So maybe my good karma points are adding up for the next life ……..