I don’t feel particularly ‘wretched’. maybe a bit lost……
Amazing grace! (how sweet the sound)
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now I'm found,
Was blind, but now I see.
It’s been almost two years since I left… been logging on as invisible on messengers.. because I assumed there wouldn’t be much to talk about… then my comp started acting funny and I showed up as online.. wasn’t online two minutes and you guys said “Hi!!! wassup?”
Y’all told me things had changed ..you had gotten jobs, gotten close to graduating , people you loved had moved on, you’d found new people to love, people had moved in together , they were getting married !! “Was it me who poo poohed inter racial relationship’s and questioned their ‘genuine-ness’?? Well who are the one’s getting married!!! Couples I thought were stuck like glue were getting divorced… engagements were fixed or had broken.. people joined together at the hip weren’t roommates anymore, people had had babies, moved to other countries” …
Gosh !!! So much had changed in two years !!!..And then you ask me “what’s up” and the perennial question you all ask “ Why aren’t you seeing someone??!!?!” “when are you getting married” "do you get to go clubbing??!"..and my response is the standard it’s been for the past two years .(.if not longer)…. I haven’t changed ( much!!) . I doubt I’d classify the events of the past two years as newsworthy .. and for that I know I have to thank the person above for guiding me … no matter how lost or jaded I feel at times … I know that people have looked out for me the past two years … and in a world that seems to be changing so much …….some things stay constant :) ..thank goodness for my "non-exciting" life!!!
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Hey ... I can relate to this too.. Whats up doesn't make a lot of sense to me too .. at times the only right answer to this seems to be " the roof".
thats very true nat...thank god i dont have to answer to same question anymore;)
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